Archive for September, 2007

Gals Are scary

September 29, 2007

After comparing the results with the rest of the classmates as well as fac mates. Many of them that i knew that study like hell got a very good result.. One of them is the one that broke my heart and she is being self orientated.

SHe only think to be happy and this make her concentrate more on her studies. Perhaps this semester i should think on myself only la.. As to her and others, my feeling is not important at all. So why shall i care for others feeling when they don even pay a single attention on mine.

So the key to good results is.. I must be emotionally stable this semester and forget about the breakup which almost breaks me up. 4As is not sufficient to cover the damage done by 2 great Cs.

This sem is tough and i shall be able to cope.. Nothing is harder than an envy heart seeing others securing good result while you are aside weeping for Cs. I am becoming a very boring guy. Thing shall change from today.


One fine Morning

September 29, 2007

At this one fine morning, just before i wake up I was buzzed by a sms who comes in without me asking which sounded this way…

Pls stop being childish as for leaving the gate open. Its out neighbor who tells me during the hols where you guys were home that a suspicious guy peep inside the house blah blah blah..

Hey stupid, why don you tells us in advance. If don tell how people know. Thought you are in deans list, so what.. You communication skills is worst than a toddler. They cry when they want something. We dunno what you want as you are in your little world there.

And also stop harassing me via sms.. I deserve more than that as i am a malaysia citizen as well.. Anything that i am not happy about you i am keeping myself quiet. Why cant you? I have nothing worth to be confiscated from you as you took away the most precious thing in my life. YOU KNOW WHAT. don waste your money smsing shit to me.. My mobile only received honey sweet messages + sugar based products.. Apart from that, its in my blacklist and i will delete without even reading… As i know nothing good came after all.. So get lost …

Results Day

September 27, 2007

Well i finally got my result in hand today. It is just a 0.04 for me to be in the second class upper categories and i am happy with what i get so far. Coping with some emotional distortion last semester making me barely getting and having my attention on my studies. I guess the work and hard deeds finally pays off.

So I here make a wow that in this semester, the remaining 12 weeks will see me as a person who fights for all i can for marks and grades. With all these it will only make me feel more satisfied as i screwed up 2 papers which i think i shall not. Very very disappointing.

In future i guess there will be more updates on my studies other than craps.. so wish me luck out there. I wanna be a useful person not a useless one… I am aiming for the best this semester…

Miss Yamuna Farewell

September 26, 2007

We had a lunch reception for Miss Yamuna and below are some photos on the farewell. I took a number of photos and these are those which i think related to this post.





Miss Yamuna Last day

September 24, 2007

Today is Miss Yamuna last day, which marked the end of her service in AIMST University. She has been here since i joined AIMST in 2005. I still remember, when i first met her, i was introduced by Dr Khong Y.L who happens to be my mentor back in my year one. He however left us in Year 2006 joining Wawasan Open University. He is now an executive in First Solar, the same company where Miss Yamuna is going to..

Talking about her, in year 1 she is very helpful especially during Physics and Chemistry Lab. When comes to year 2, we have this Materials Analysis Technique lab where I am running a sample using AAS, i make a sample to be contaminated which in the end make me to extend my lab hours and when i realized that, it was already 5.20pm and here Miss Yamuna offered to stay extra hours and I was feeling grateful for that.. That was the most memorable event as the same day, i dropped my rice packet and making me to starve a little for that night. And also, that was the time where people who I thought are friends give me a tight slap on me. And I am practically alone and i dare not to trust anyone just like that. So what happened on April – August 2007 semester had a deep impression in me.

When she told me that she is leaving for Industries early this month, I thought that she was joking with me. I once misunderstood that she is leaving and when she insists that she weren’t joking,I start to see that I or we are losing a good Scientific Officer that could guide us for our Final Year Project. Just deep inside, I hope that she found her way out there and if time permits, we will have a farewell just for you miss.. I enjoy the Ups and Downs being with her..

My new home

September 24, 2007

WordPress is now my new home for blogging.. It is suppose to be a personal site and blogging make others to have a different point of view from a different angle from people.  However, it turns out sour when the flow of thoughts is terminated over excessive harassments from the readers.

I personally do not think this is a right things to do as i myself is a blogger and the pain and tense over contents being questioned whether is it relevant to them makes blogging a threat to me.

This is one of the main reason i am diverting to WP and to be more careful with my readers in the future…

Hello world!

September 23, 2007

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Monthly Expenses…

September 22, 2007

When come to the end of the month, pocket money sponsored my F-M scholarship is drying and as usual, parents will ask whether we need extra or not. Charm.. This is all i have left for today but it does not make me unhappy either as this will test my endurance of being a a condition where money is limited. hahaa.. well well. lets see how long this amount of money can last ….

Of course i have some back up in the bank as well as my coins, it should be enough for me to last until early next week. As usual my dad will call me and ask whether i need extra and the same answer is that i will ask the amount that i need. Of course today i spend the whole day calculation and predicting the expenditure for the next month.

Prediction is never accurate but its better than nothing…. What took most of the toll in the expenditure is the house bills and rent… BIG chunk went there… Food comes second followed by petrol and Phone bills comes third and entertainment comes last.

A part from that i have nothing extra to spend on as most of the time i will be home and go out yum char occasionally. Just when a fren from KL came, spend on good food and some signature dish makes life a lil happier.

MONEY is not everything. Me having enough is suffice.. Not asking to be a millionaire but if i am destined to be….
i will repay to those that have favored me no matter how, who and where they are..

***My head is about to break.. FYP journals cant be accessed and Metals and Alloys assignment is turning the internet to be a dustbin… Full of rubbish..


September 21, 2007
I will be dealing with the extracts for the next 23 weeks…

Having to do something chemistry in palm oil is definitely sounds not so relevant. Especially when i am studying something different than what i am doing now. Perhaps the word “Bio” cant seems to run away from my life. Where ever i go, it still haunts me. I am still feeling blessed as i get to venture in to something different from others.

So it happen today that the USM Prof Teo came to pass us some of the HPLC columns and some related chemicals. Being a kampung boy, i am curious how the column looks like. Is it like a big cylinder or what. In the end it turns out to be a rod with 1cm of diameter if i am not mistaken. We later went to semeling and stop at the oil palm estate on the way back to get and collect some palm oil fruits.

Sakai also see this before…

What i notice from the group that came today was, as a technician with not a high pay, they knew more than certain undergraduates and what they have is experience and nothing else. So there is no bull shit also. This is the danger part of this group that came today and i am feeling quite tense sitting with them in the car.

When we reach Amanjaya, there are some of my course mate in the corridor and they look weird seeing me coming out from the car. Well there is nothing to be weird with. Being there is not always a good thing. There are pro and cons in the same time.

***Just to mention, moral such as saying thank you is important. You are such a loser as you cant even say it. This shows that you already lose I don have to win to make you lose. Because losing is a way to make me win.** Sounds arrogant… and yet that’s not the real me… Phheeewwww..


September 20, 2007
Lecture without lecture notes…. What a surprise. And rush for management classes in the new campus while the core papers are currently in the old campus.. Fast Fast shift la. can make me save some petrol money also.

Today my motorbike battery went out… Will get it fixed ASAP. Well, these are unpredictable events. Again this make me run out of budget again. Again and again. Haizzz.. But traveling to new campus with such a distance, i prefer to commute by using my motorbike. Apart of reaching the campus on time, fast and reliable.. I can cut cue and pass red light if there aren’t many cars. Haha.. what such biker am I.

After doing some calculation, I have to spend 15 mins or less to reach the campus plus parking with a car. Instead 10 mins is all required and the bike parking is nearer to the lecture room. Well i ‘d admit that i am not a safe driver neither a biker. But anything, safety comes first. Of course when there are friends traveling with me safety measures is the first priority la..

Anywhere also, in the campus we shall not park anywhere that does not belongs to us. Else the stupid guard will make noise and their BM is like Sakai language. I don or hardly UN what is coming out from their mouth. So you don want people to SAKAI you, don be a sakai.. have some rules ok. Someplace that does not belong to you better no go, or use… New campus is the new laws. Overprotective…..