Archive for August, 2007

Exam is Over

August 27, 2007
Hoooray….exam is over but my flu is not over. From 10.00am to 11.30am, i was struggling with my ‘clever’ running nose to write for the exam. Damn, one of the lecturer tells me after the exam saying ‘Chin when I saw the question I know you all going to KENA already” well i guess this is quite true la. Materials Management is not an easy subject to score but to pass ok ler.

The Me, as usual when comes to holidays I will hunt for jobs or part time to fill up my time. Me as a workaholic ? I am kinda lazy actually. But this time there are unconfirmed jobs as the jobs are pretty ok. So after the test, we went to this Master Choo for a quick lunch with Goh, Issac and the other day after Polymeric Materials with Chuan, Wee Shen, Suria and Issac. My car broke down and therefore i get to make some new friends. Some unexpected companion. Haha..

Master Choo Central Square

Somebody wanna kena already… I look Cool rite..
Some of you wanna throw up already for sure
and pls…. Go and throw up fast…

Wee Shen and Me…

My meals. I dunno what it called as I seriously

The average looking me in Pink
Only real man wear Pink so do a counted as one?

Guess i need to get some sleep. Pretty tired and worn. Luckily the outing to Sense Cafe is canceled else i sure KOYAK ler..haha

Walks of Life Part 4

August 27, 2007
I met him again today when I was loitering around Central Square. It was quite surprising to see him here as here is not a native here.. He came down for a business trip and i was kinda shock to him see him… I just had my meal as well as my movie, IMPAK MAXIMA, which i shall say a good one for a local production house.

Well as usual with is status as a single divorced man… We sat and talk again not for very long, just a short while. Judging from what he has and he achieve now, i really have to take him as a role model being humble low profile and low in everything except for cash. We chatted for half and hour and we each separate to our own way.

Thinking from the way i start the story, exactly this is what he told me.. Damn pathetic face, asking for people to pity. When i think of it does make sense you know. This is how you can make people have their attention on you. Ruin others life, well this make sense also. To survive. But all happened in the past and i am taking it as a lesson, informal lesson from him.. Owing a factory that processes coffee and being sold worldwide, once you reach this level there will be alot of people sticking to you. NO one is true. The same goes here. When you are having a certain facilities people tends to come to you. Once a better one came, you are no longer in their eyes anymore. This scenario happens in business as well as in life.

Listening to him make me realize never to blame myself or anyone on anything that happens around. Things do happen for a reason. Life, our future is pre destined, we like it or not we still have to go through this, most important, we learn out of this.

The stories ends here….

Walks of Life Part 3

August 24, 2007
Incidents in the Mid 20s, losing someone who s/he love. Making people to misunderstand and the worst part is. Very narrow minded. Glancing back makes the whole thing to become funny as these are actions taken by little kinda who plays sand.

When comes to 30s, just then this person know how to think and act accordingly. Perhaps winning the game all the while without feeling the guilt and the sensation, madness and down makes this person to know the feeling when there is an event where the situation eats this person up and making a deep hole in the life and it was thought that it will never be a sunshine tomorrow. In the 20s, life is very unstable and crisis happens everywhere. From the look they judge that this person has a good deed but it was otherwise.

Things started to change when he inherited a mountain of gold. Not gold exactly but a big plot of plantation lands and shares of a few multinationals corporation in the states. Now he is a pretty rich person, never in his mind that he will be in this position. Well, trusting people becomes an issue. Siblings can do wonders and give you hell as well. Other than good in talking, direction direction less motions and opinion that make the board laugh till their lungs phlegm comes out.

This is the time where I myself get to know this person in deep, detail and the life journey just started here. What he told, when he reflect his life back in his 20s, having a pathetic look to make people have the attention on him, rely on other people and yet make decision too fast make him to lose the most important person which he regards as one of the unwanted most useless person at that time. Being too sensitive as well make him lose his judgment, well this are pretty like what that used to happen to the youngsters nowadays.

Regretting now is too late. Salvaging a scoop is easier than guarding a big pail of water. Make the fact right before throwing blames which makes me to be smarter, listening to one side of the story will make judgment to be biased. Listening and getting more information from reliable sources is always more secured. Learning from him not how to make money, but human principles.

The most difficult subject in this world is not an academic subject but it is the matter of Human Management.

To be continued….

Walks of Life Part 2

August 24, 2007
After passing some of indecent events in 20s, ruin peoples life and play dirty in a clean way, make friends, make enemies,went throught a few relationship, lose what is most important in life and making other people’s life went down the drain, causing some trouble that may lead to a crime record and sentence to other people and basically do what is needed to survive.

Making and floating the head above the water is the essential and principle in life back then. I must survive and the rest must die. If not then i will die. Making other people look bad is good and this makes me look even better. I know

the rule of the game and this is my game and I am totally in control. Your balls and tits are in my hand and i am grabbing it tight. These are the principles that make this person to survive. Perhaps this is the landing and the training ground for this person to be what s/he is now today. Perhaps things are done in a more careful way.

In the mid 20s , the pathetic look had changed to become a more pathetic look. This person look very pathetic when the working life comes in to place. Stress and the level is kinda unbearable. Things that look beautiful once is so ugly and bad looking now. Those people that meant once isolates themselves. Basically all the things just turn the opposite. By the time, it is almost 30s now. It is a little late to start thinking what is suppose to come next as it is a little too late. Only self actualization and awareness is able to get this person out of this…

So what happens in 30s?

Optics is Not Fun..

August 23, 2007

When I saw the quote above, which is being posted by one of the contact I have on MSN, it make me to become more nervous as my internal marks in optics is the lowest out of all my subjects and yet it is still in the range of 30s. We are suppose to be fear of God, not even death so the decision here is to face it as it is impossible for me to leave it.

Optics, well this is a paper which I myself fear of. It is like reading a piece of blank paper where nothing seems to go in initially. After recovering from flu, I am like K.O already. Perhaps I am pushing myself too hard to study and to think during exam. At one time I can feel my nerves swell and my joints freeze, and my blood vessel thickened. And all this happens in the examination hall as well.

And the examination hall is not properly ventilated. Damn situated 20 feet below the ground, the depth of the lake near my house where my dad currently posted and we are, I mean we are fighting for the air to breath and this is added with some idiots who cant stand cold and they refused to wear or have extra cloth to cover their innocent but weak body make the air to become thinner. Those who has asthma will suffer and for myself who has this kinda history well it was hell down there.

And the result, running nose and sneezing most the time. Well don’t blame me as this is what happens. The air cond is not cold enough and it is just ngam ngam only. Even a person who farts can make the whole hall stinks. So to those who can’t stand the chill, wear extra jackets, singlet or even bra if you wanted to show to the macho men out there that you have better femininity compared to the rest of people.

4 Vs 2

August 22, 2007
Yeah… today’s exam is great. But there are some indecent moment occurs during the exam. Flu.. damn… And this puts me to sleep right after my paper, which is very very tiring and very very uncomfortable in the same time.

I blog hopped and come across this blog which say something like losing a friends. Well i guess i have the same thing here. First of all, all these started from a misunderstanding/s. People do change after they attain something in life as things are always changing. Just like the recent hurricane, Dean that hits the Carribean so badly, human are therefore the same as well.

After a few series of hot selling cakes stories, which pepper salt or even unwanted sugar is added to spice up the story, of course things become worst la. Until one day where this person come and negotiate, again in a private space of mine and the line is drawn. Thinking back, I was wondering if it is necessary. Giving up friendship and earn a new line friendship. Something things started from ourself thinking too much.

Well, i believe we cant be able to get along with everyone in this earth. This is impossible for sure. But please do not make people mind to become skeptical as this just make yourself another bastard or bitch of the day. I tot of giving tips to the friends of mine today but, luckily i did not as in the end, i will just be sending an sms without a reply, which is something like burning a cigarettes that is just making the tobacco company happy but incurred health damaging issues to us. Well if are keen on people doing good to you, you are suppose to adapt to the situation.

god does not perfect and make our life this good, as these phase never happens. We are suppose to search for our own happiness and live for it. Life is always incomplete and we are suppose to complete it.

Give ur comments on this.. well appreciated

Walks of Life

August 21, 2007
At the age reaching 20s and the individual seems to be crippled thought s/he is given a pair of hand and leg, long enough to walk around and keen enough to survive. What at this age, you still can survive on your own and always have to depend on other people on what ever needs that concern in your life now.

Your closest is like a closet now blanketing you protecting you and even feeding you and when the aid is not around, you will not die but just some pathetic looking complexion manage to ask and demand sympathy from the people around who does not know the real you and it is happening as those people around is blind.

Things does change but the people attitude will remain forever. Just feeling like laughing when i come across this scenario and it is happening. Life is tough and no matter how good it is, somehow there will be a deep hole where everyone of us will have to fall in and the one who gets up is the one who survived.

There is no free lunch in this world and there only free lunch is during the dinner receptions provided you are invited to it. And the same thing here, people won smile to you if you don smile to people. I believe you won give your parents some respect if you do not earn even a slightest respect from them.. Correct me….

*Please do not grow up so i will have some writing inspirations. Being a kid somehow has a better advantages that being an adult.


August 20, 2007
Its a shame for some of us to be the follower and being triggered on others people reaction. This is bull shit as you are not just wasting your time but making yourself more miserable. If by doing this is fun, keep it on man, be a hypocrite and please be an extreme one.

This makes my life more interesting. Just by sitting in my room make me see so many wonders. I wonder if i go out and see the world. Ruin your life is enough. Do not ruin others.

If you think i am talking bout you that means its you la as i did not mention any names. You think it is you and not i am the one who say it is you. Don understand english, go back to standard one and learn again.

3 Down 3 More to go..

August 20, 2007
It has been fun looking and sitting for exams these days. Yah, I mean fun. Perhaps after the break up which is the ultimatum so far this year, there is nothing that can challenge me and stimulate me this far. Well studying is tiring but when u see the examination question, it seems that everything is worth as everything is pass now. This means the end of the entire paper.

This maybe the update from me for those who checks on me daily. thanks for ur support and pls don screw me as u choose to read what i have written. My blog will go for another major renovation later and i have begin now my transferring some of the contact elsewhere so i will have lesser work later. So there are some contact or links that may not appear in the blog, don worry i don hate you thou you may hated me or something. I have a big heart and small little things definitely will not affect me much. After going through so many things, things changed but some people still the same. God bless.

I am currently feeling very lazy. Help me pray for me and let me be… Visit me when you are free and I am always welcome visitors. Come in a good way and leave the same way thou.

“There are some moment in life that may perish due to time,
But memories are kept for us to be cherished “, quote that ends the post for now.

National Anthem Remix…

August 18, 2007
Yo, Yo, Yo.

(Repeat) Negaraku, Negarakuku.

I love my country, only when you have a country you have a home
Only with a home then there will be me, standing here with you
Loudly singing, don’t be afraid
Even though I curse all the time
My song, is just like the durian
Tough and spiky, only
To see if you dare to open it, to look at the truth inside
It can be very stinky, it can be very fragrant
It only depends on what kind of nostrils you have.

Our police is called Mata
Because they have very shiny eyes
Once it’s New Year, they will be very hard working
Holding pens but they will rarely write you a receipt
Because they are thirsty, they need to drink tea
Also kopi-O, want to add sugar?
If they add sugar, their mouths will sweetly smile at you
When you are leaving
They will even go “Tata.”

Tanah tumpahnya darahku
Rakyat hidup bersatu dan maju.

This phenomenon, doesn’t need any improvements
Neither does it need strengthening, the police and the people work together
A cup of coffee keeps our relationship temperate
I so very suka
At least I won’t go home and receive a saman (fine or ticket)
My dad would sure be pissed
I would also kiong kan (swear word in Cantonese for “get raped”), with no car to drive
What to do, this time so very kao lat (an expression, something like aiyo)
With no car, how do I go out and play?
With no car, how do I wage “wild war”? (I don’t know what it means but I assume it has something to do with a girl)
With no car, how do I go and watch ah kua? (transvestites)
This country, I like it very much.

5 in the morning
There’s even a morning call to wake me up
Sometimes a few of them will sing together
When you listen to it, it’s like a love duet
The voice ululates like an R&B song
Even though sometimes they sing until it’s out of tune
Even though sometimes they even sing until their voices break
Some sound like cockerels, but they wake up earlier than them
This way we can know the time to get ready for class and for work
Don’t blame, the government only takes cares of the natives
Don’t blame, we don’t receive equal care
Only this way we can prove that we Chinese are not afraid of hard work
Only this way we can train ourselves to find a solution during hard times
Don’t feel weird about their standards
Because this only shows that we are smart (or capable)
Children who are not spoilt will not be dependant
Because you see some children are still not weaned off breast-feeding.

Rahmat bahagia
Tuhan kurniakan
Raja kita
Selamat bertakhta.

People who hide in government departments are even better (even more capable)
They can do everything so slowly
Even when people are queuing, are cursing stinky lelai (what’s that?)
They’re chill and unfazed
Sometimes they even bring out their kuih
They eat their nyonya kuih
More people will continue queuing up
Even when you curse stinky lelai it doesn’t matter
Because the guard at the side is dreaming
And he won’t scold you one lah.

They wrap up their heads; walk slowly and cross the road slowly
When you pass in the car you even have to let them pass first
The most important thing is to live happily; the most important thing is to live comfortably
Don’t be like the Chinese
Busy the whole day, very tough
We really cannot NOT admire this spirit
Because this is their attitude in life.

(Attitude, attitude)

I’ve been saying good things in this song
I believe those of you who are pissed at me will like this now
The world is peaceful, and full of hope
No one is hurt, there aren’t any riots
You’re so classy, you’re so elegant
Your shit is fragrant, and you don’t curse
You guys are the most high class, every day it’s just romancing

Listening to Guang Liang Pin Guan (this local Chinese artiste)
But he already ran to Taiwan
Private school students graduate
It’s so very tough to get admitted into local universities
Actually we don’t have to get pissed about this issue
Actually this is the a very noble plan by the government
They want us to explore the world, to find new opportunities for ourselves
To learn things and come back and repay the country
This is plan is so great, I can’t quibble about it
All over the world you can see Malaysia’s children
They’re like refugees, so very shiok (expression for orgasm or high)

2007, Malaysia’s having Visit Malaysia Year
The Chinese culture is brought out and paraded
The government doesn’t even care about private school students
The certificate is thrown into the longkang (ditch), just like me

Graduated and went to Taiwan
Learned about things, and got ready to come back to repay my country
I stood on the streets of Taipei with my guitar
But my mouth still sings.

Rahmat Bahagia
Tuhan kurniakan
Raja kita Selamat bertakhta.